There is no where to run, when you are trying to run away from God.
He is in the deepest areas of the oceans, he is in the most deserted cities.
He is in Hades, he is everywhere , for he is The Christ the true God.
So if you are trying to  escape  from him , you need to rethink it through.
For he is in the air, he is everywhere all at the same time so run if you can.
But you will never  escape for if you are running  from fulfilling your calling.
Because your calling will happen whether you do it for God will shall be done.
So if you are trying to escape your calling you need to allow it to happen.
Or suffer the consequences of your actions, for you are either for him or against him.

The most painful dreams
are the ones where I'm kissing you
because when I wake up, I know

I can't.

She’s a desert and
you’re just another drop
of water for her to
soak up
you’ll feel fury and pain
a Hiroshima heartbeat
decimating the skyline
she carved on your back
you won’t feel anything
but he empty touch of
an ice cube
her fingertips criss-cross
your torso like a kite
Stamps her lips on
yours and sends you
Away; express mail
no return address
In to the palm of her
hand

She blew into the party
like an F5,
hellbent
on making things happen,
she stood by the keg
guzzling straight from the spigot.

The ace of spades on her forearm
& teardrop painted on her face
should have been a warning,
but I always liked wild women,
especially the tornado-type.

She lived up to all the hype
& left me in the dust
& I gotta tell you,
it was worth every f'ing minute,
getting blown away like that.

You blossomed into my life,
Like a flower on a spring day.
I picked you up,
And kept you for so long.
But eventually,
You started dying..
And even though,
You're just a stem now.
You're just as beautiful to me,
As you were the first day I saw you.