I used to cry on your shoulder.
I liked doing it, in fact.

But, the truth, you say?
You want the truth?

I still do.

I still imagine that it is your shoulder I'm crying on,
And not just some cold metal.

I still imagine that it's your face that's looking down at me,
And not just the moon.

When I am spilling my tears at the balcony - now,
I wish, really wish that you'd magically be beside me.

Am I that hopeless?
Did I let you crush me?
Man.....
I was brainless.

You brought the new 'my girl' at the party last night.

I wonder if you imagined me when you had her in your arms.

I saw those twinkles in your eyes when she laughed at your jokes.

Funny enough, huh?
I saw that kind of thing too, when I laughed at them.

Have you really forgotten me, dear?
Am I already, completely, invisible?

Or am I still there, somewhere in your heart;
Somewhere that's rotting..
Somewhere dumpster-like?

Am I getting my hopes up if I say,

"I want to kiss you goodbye.

*Again."

Whose fault was it, in the first place?
What actually happened, dear?

We never talked about it, did we?
We never argued about it.

But all I know is that..
Now,
I am alone
And needing you by my side.

I want to love you
But if it's not right what can I do?
You fell for me
I said there will never be a we,
But when I fell for you
All games we're threw.
You claim I'm too good,
That I deserve someone better,
But all I wish is for us to be together.
You may be older and probably don't feel the same,
But how I feel for you won't ever change.
I may grow up, and love someone else
But you will always have a spot on my shelf.
We aren't meant to be,
But I can't stop imagining you on one knee.
It probably wouldn't be perfect
But I assure you I'm worth it.
I'm not saying be with me forever,
I'm just saying never say never.
Even just as friends, our talks last hours.
But together the entire world could be ours.
Yes my love is true,
And right I want nothing more than to share it with you.