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  Oct 2014 Robin Marie
Ash
I tell myself
To forget you
Since you were never
Any good

The sweetest sin
You've always been
To indulge—
I insist I should

They all knew what
Was going on—
We were doomed and bound
For our hell

But you and I
Knew who you were—
Too good to be
All heaven-sent

Having been warned
To stay away
From the demon
That you are

They told me
Not to love again
But after you
I never can
Decided to go for free verse.
  Oct 2014 Robin Marie
Stellar
I love you
even  if
those eyes no longer recognize me
even  if
my name doesn't bring tidal waves in your chest anymore
  Oct 2014 Robin Marie
Erenn
These lines on my neck
Scars scarred of regrets
Reminding me everyday how i’m blessed
If the rope didn't break by chance
If those 'angels' hadn't come in time
I’ll be in a place where heaven & hell doesn't coexist

I live my life differently now
Every day breathing in spores of hope
Everyday with families & friends pulling me back-
from my melancholy past
Every time i intend to plummet

These strangers that i now called friends(angels)
Saved me from myself
When they saw someone from their pane
With a hope pulling end
They cut through every enmity
Cutting that rope of contempt

As I dropped
Head first kissing the floor
I knew then & there
Why my life is so eminent
Why let love end my existence
Why there are still people who cared
Why leave when there's-
so much more to live for

All these answers gushing in
Making me realize
Just like a rope
You can either use it to end your life
Or you can climb your way to the top


*Choose before you lose to the noose.
There are many form of suicides. And all of them are obtusely deluded.
More or less painful or the quickest way to die.
But hanging yourself by a rope that helped you to pull difficulties in life is just a stupid way to die.
So if u want to die, My best advice is wait.
Wait until you aged.
Wait until you can't remember your sins.
Wait until you cant remember why you wanted to die.
Flaws are meant to happen.
But don't let the intent/influence of suicide fool you.
You can never go back.
I assure you.
You can never ever come back.
Robin Marie Sep 2014
You are not your parents mistakes,
that grade on your paper,
or the pain you can't take.
You are not the promises you break,
the nights you stay up late
or the hour in which you wake.
You are not the feelings you hide,
your silent tears in the middle of the night,
or the "friends" who never stay.

You are stronger than your weakest thought,
braver than all of your doubts.
You are more beautiful than your flaws
and everything you think you're not.
You're so much more
than the girl in the mirror,
the number on the scale
and the scars on your wrist.
You're smarter than the average bear,
and you shine brighter than the stars.
Robin Marie Sep 2014
What is love?
Holding me when I'm down,
I'm the only person you like to be around

but is that love?

Asking after me every day,
you want to take me away,
and you say
"I love you."
but I don't know if that's true.

and do I love you?

I want to know where this goes,
but I'm scared of those
who'll oppose and who'll say
"You're too young for love, anyway."

But you tell me "I love you"

and I'm terrified of the day
you'll say you're tired;
the day when you'll receive
a better offer
and leave.

but still, you say "I love you"

I'm guarding myself out of fear
but my walls are becoming clear
and I feel that when you see the sheer mess that is me
you'll flee.

Even though you say "I love you"
We don't quite see eye to eye;

our values and morals are awry.
But you make my eyes light up like fireflies
and the beats of my heart multiply when you're nearby
and I have no idea what love is, but this is the closest I've ever been.


and so I say " I love you too"

— The End —