i wrote these words six days ago,
still now, it feels like it was an eternity ago.
pain is suffocating too
exactly how i do.
pain erase the time,
i feel him, but hate to see it,
would that mean i'm becoming too much like him?
anyway we're the same person in a different line.
why God brang him if it's to hurt me,
i love him,
but love is pain
or isn't it?