A fight on the phone, so common now.
Working through the day just to fight.
I try to keep my head held high, missing you still.
While you are right in front of me, I miss you.
Not you now, but the person you used to be.
I miss the sweet embraces when I saw you.
I miss feeling my heart fill at the sight of you.
All that I want is for you to look at me the same way.
But I acknowledge that this is not who I used to know.
I miss the memories, the cooperation, and on, and on, and on.
Just know I miss the person you used to be.
I wrote a poem similar to this years ago, and finally decided it was time to share. It was signaling to my mom she was okay to leave her awful relationship even though he was kind to me.