The impatient soul awaits.
As crowds push towards the train.
He rushes to pass, can’t be late.
He looked at others, the insane.

He squeezed against and did shove.
They looked at him, silent grunts.
His angry mood, bared no love.
He was used to his way and wants.

One more push and catapults.
Into the air and did not fall.
He laughs at them, at their faults.
As he flies pass human walls.

Surprised, he got no attention.
He roared at them, till the last door.
His super power, that strengthened.
No longer waiting, he could soar.

Everyone looked to the left.
Train now expected delays.
Some tears were dropped as they wept.
A red end to someone’s day.

He flew back in that direction.
A sudden feeling, temptation.
There caught in the intersection.
His body, the impatient.

I was forced to do things I didn’t want to do
Blinded by
            “LOVE”
I thought it he was being true
Throw me on the bed or wherever he wanted
Made me do things I never actually wanted...to do
He was my first and I’ll never forget
The hurt and pain he caused me and sometimes still does
I carry all this regret
Why couldn’t I see what was happening to me
In all those years I just couldn’t see
How you were abusing and degrading me
Forcing me to do things I didn’t want to do
Blinded by
               “LOVE”
That in the end
Wasn’t
T
  R
    U
       E....

Because its 2am
                                
                                                and im sitting in my bedroom alone

    thinking of ways to **** myself
                  thinking of reasons to hate myself  

                                                                  while you're sleeping



because I told you I was fine.

Be gentle with me, I beg
My skin burns with adoration
Your touch feeds these flames
Pause and breathe
Lungs of hopeful dreaming
I feel safest in the dark
Where I can see
And you get lost in shadows
Fingers search for souls
I am on fire, do you not see
You are cold like ice