i had a dream last night and u died
i dont rememeber it very well
real life translated to my inner world
music was bumping and my favorite band was playing
a rush provoking scene i still hope will become real
it **** me back to the rocks
a replay of my favorite scene of us all
but this time we hid from the stage
we were led away from the show like fate
ive told myself this day had to come for peace of mind
my words that bounced in my head for so long
unhinged but abided
but now bombed u
booming like the music we heard before
rehearsed and chewed
premeditated
faint of thought my throat spit truth
we release from the rock scene
my heart bumping instead of the lyrics
now in the distance
i throw words at u
but u dont seem surprised
did u know all this time?
then punches
this burden i carried that i thought protected me only protected u
where now u look like cherry pie
no fork no spoon
speared across ur face
and ur neck tattoed
my hands forever printed on u
blueberry is my pie-
bruised and blue
my words didnt phase u
enginating something within me, a release
i takeoff-
im in my blue rocket
destination: homicide
it had to be 3 seconds i flyed
it felt like eternity
the rocket bursts and pieces fly
course breaths consumed the still air
this battle of burden
i thought it was finally over, atleast then it was
did u think i couldnt finish the job?
as u stab each broken piece into urself
u became more broken, disjointed
cliche cherry pie-choosing urself and im stuck with the consequences
i killed u to the naked eye
framing me
blaming me
relief when i wake, thankful for the experience of uncommon honestly inside
a sign that this chapter of thought has been closed
pages left behind and new beginnings to unfold reflecting on this imagined world-
im left wondering who did i give peace to, me or u?
ur mind is set free and now mine?
racing, running-
infinitely in dreamworld