He asks me, "Why are you so afraid Of loving me back?" And my heart Stutters in my ribcage. "I am incapable," I reply, "Of gently holding your heart. My hands only know of destruction And either or both of us will fall apart."
when i found out that you were seeing somebody it felt like the crushing weight of the world doubled but what right did i have to mourn a relationship that was going nowhere? we both knew we didn't stand a chance. i guess maybe i just liked the idea of you being perpetually in love with me but not actually being with me and i know that's selfish but you were the only one who told me that you loved me because i was a fighter