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Alicia Apr 2019
I forgive you.
I still love you.
I can’t stay mad at you.
Alicia Apr 2019
Who’d have thought I could go from loving
To hating you within a day.
I don’t even hate you
I’m hurt.
And you hurt me.
The person I trusted most in the world.
I thought this time it would be different but
It looks like I pick the same sort of girls
Doesn’t it?
Lies hurt, I don’t care why you lied,
To protect my feelings or whatever ******* excuse you can come up with,
It ******* hurts.
Alicia Apr 2019
You’re so cute in the mornings
When you’ve just woken up.
Seeing you on the screen is almost as good as
Lying next to you.

Almost.

I can’t reach out and tangle my fingers in your hair
Or stroke your cheek
From four thousand miles away,
But I want to,

God I want to.
Alicia Apr 2019
please be okay please be okay please be okay
I couldn’t live with myself if you’re not okay and I
Wasn’t there when you needed me.
please be okay please be okay please be okay
Alicia Apr 2019
How have we ended up here again?
I wish we could make it work
But I think it’s too hard.
It’s killing me
That I’m not allowed to love you like I want to
And every time we have this conversation I swear
My heart breaks a little more.
Alicia Apr 2019
Plato believed that we used to have four arms and four legs
But we were too powerful so the gods split us in
Half.
And we spend our lives searching for our other part.
The red string of fate leads us along the path to the one we’re meant to be with.
We focus on finding that one person we’re meant to be with,
The atoms and energy we were close to when the universe emerged.

I said I didn’t want to be completed by anyone,
That I wanted to be enough on my own,
To be my own person.

You said

“you’ll be enough once you think you’re enough”

And that hit me.

Because I don’t feel like I’m enough.

You make me think about things
In ways I never have before,
Overwhelm me with feelings about myself and
You.

Maybe I don’t feel like I am enough right now,
I know I need to find myself
As cliche as that sounds.
I hope one day I will feel like I am enough,
Not necessarily for you,
For me.
Alicia Apr 2019
You are so like her it scares me.
That’s why I’m finding this so hard.
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