I am in a fight with myself My heart screaming to be heard My head shutting it down The pure thought of this feeling terrifies me But at the same time releases me I listen to my heart Her smile is pure and gentle Her eyes filled with care and hope Her touch is like that of a feather against my heart Fluttering constantly I listen to my head He likes the sound of my voice He likes the way I appear and the touch I give him like a taste of love that you would find in a whiskey bottle He takes what I have But how can I give him what he wants? When she already has it?