Taking a seat beside you I smile And you return it But it feels empty As I look into your weary eyes I see nothing Nothing of the boy I once knew Your smile has never woken Your spirit is always broken Your fear only grows As death between you tolls Whispering watching Waiting for you to make a move so it can break you down making you lose more weight then just a pound Laughs as you cry burning tears Ones you hid from me for years But what really sets me off-task Is when I ask you and take away the flask, 'Don't you want this to stop? Doesn't it hurt?' and you reply, lonely gaze raised towards the sky Your lips tainted with alcoholic lies **'I'm used to it"