Your head is a prison you can't escape. When I'm not there your mind begins to think maybe you don't want to be here, on this earth, at all. Even when I am there your brain may drift to that dark cave. I am so sorry you feel this way at times. I wish I could take your past and we could rewind. I cannot change your past but I will be your future. I cannot protect you from yourself but I will hold you until the demons all run away. I cannot force you to desire to live but I hope you see life in me. I hope you see a future, a family. I hope you see someone who will love you with everything. So feel, cry, and when you need to let yourself - feel the urge to die but I will lie there right by your side showing you a love as wide as the Grand Canyon and as deep as the sea.