This went from a fairy tale to my worst nightmare in an hour And now I'm on my bathroom floor trying to make sense of this through paragraphs. I haven't felt this sense of loneliness since he passed. You said this would be fine. You said this would work. Now you're ignoring my phone calls and even your flannel isn't making this better. I wanted this. I wanted you so bad. Now I can't breathe and my stomach is in knots. Make this better my love.