i didn't cry when my father said he wasn't sure he loved me anymore and i didn't cry when my mother let him hit me so hard i passed out i didn't cry when my first ever boyfriend broke my heart and went after my best friend and i didn't cry when they lasted so much longer i didn't cry when the cancer stole my grandfather from me and i didn't cry at the funeral when everybody was asking me how i felt i didn't cry after all of those boys took advantage ofΒ my inability to fight back and i didn't cry when they all told everyone about it but ******* it i could't stop the tears fast enough when you said you didn't love me anymore