I just want to get drunk I just want to drive to his house I just want to use him one more time I just want to make really bad decisions I just want to get so ******* high I just want to forget forget forget everything everyone me I just want to do something stupid again and not care I just want to take off all my clothes I just want to jump in the river off that rock covered in ashes I just want to go under the water and never come back up