I am drowning in your river of lies. The tall tales you spun to trap me like a fly. I followed you to my own demise, and yet still, I can't open my eyes to the reality so plain and true that I am simply nothing to you. Something to float on in this ocean of confusion, but not to be taken to the safety of the shore. You brought me to a safe place, only to release me to the vastness of the river you made for me, to drowned me in, *rather then set me free.