Torture; the mark of a beautiful woman left on your brain. Tearing chunks out but, it is fair game. She had conscious to steal your heart in spite of potential pain. But all she did was use you in light of her own gain. You stuck with her because you love her, your feelings can't be tamed. You'd break any cage for her despite how many hearts she's slain. In retrospect it may be that you're the one to blame. You made so many mistakes... too many to name. You stayed with her because she had became The only thing that made you feel whole with nothing to gain. But gain, that's just it. Its personal gain. You know when you're apart, its too hard to gain Someone who loves you who shares that pain. And even though she didn't love you, she certainly knew pain.