May the fourth I was born, I didn't open my eyes, the doctors and my mother worried out of their minds. I promised her in my heart even though, I couldn't hear her, that I would open my eyes and heart for her. They opened but then, my skin it turned to shreds. I open my heart for you, please don’t leave me. I love you my mummy so, so please don’t leave me.
I began to grow believing there was a man, who would guide me through life until I die and welcome me home. Then I saw that it wasn't truth, it was only belief, a belief I was told to know. I open my heart for you, please don’t leave me. I swear I prayed to you, but you didn't listen.
I ran through the trees, the winds blew against my skin, I swear to life and all the scientific feelings, that I was free. I open my heart for you, please set me free, let the world of curiosity and wonderful stars seep, seep my life into purpose which I will see, you may not believe, but I always will. Believe.
I wrote this today. As a way to run away with myself in my imagination.