Am I trying hard enough?*
Because *you see me,
you must...
and sometimes I need
answers when I'm reaching
and all I grasp is dust.
And I am full
of things I distrust,
like hate
and vanity
and certainly
lust.

If ever there was a moment
I needed you most,
it's when I think I don't need
anything
because I am not even
cutting it close.
I need your everything,
because you have all
that I wish
I could boast
about being
so reminiscent
of your
holy ghost.