Every night
                           I go through a series of motions.
who am I joking?
                           Every day I do.
The days.
                          Running into the next because its the same old dance
I wake up
                           Starting to lose feeling after my morning coffee
I want to cry
                            Every day driving into work
I go to sleep
                            Two hours after I get home
                It all feels the same

Ill feel nothing
                             Or I feel everything
But it doesn't matter
                             It doesn't matter
I have a monotonous routine
                               Constricting my soul

I know it will be over soon
                                But will I lose my sanity first?
my heart aches for the end date
                                 I need it.
I desire I life I don't even own yet
                                 So close but so far

I need it. I need me. I need you.
                                  I need this to end
I need a new start
                                 I need you every day
and until I have it.
I will be aching.
                                Losing my proverbial mind
Because they are days I'm losing with you