A simple human emotion,
Weighs me down more than anything ever did.
The pain,
It demands to be felt both physically and emotionally.

I don’t want to say goodbye,
If only I could hide these stupid tears,
If only I could tear and scratch away my flaws.
I wish I could be your ideal, dream girl.
Maybe then you would want me to stay,
Maybe then I could finally feel loved.
The way you told me I deserved.
Maybe if I were smarter,
The way you said I was, 
i would be able to see,
                                                                    Through your beautiful fake mask.