sometimes i get these attacks,
where i feel like i just
want to scream,
at the top of my lungs
because you aren't here
anymore,
and i miss you,
so much.

and sometimes i get these attacks,
where i feel like i can't breathe,
because you aren't next to
me, and you never were,
and you never will be.


and sometimes i get these attacks,
where i just want to kiss you,
when i see you,
i want to kiss that beautiful
face of yours,
and those lips that
are always full, wet
and pink.

and sometimes i get these attacks,
where i just want to hide
in a corner and cry,
because i know
you'll never be mine.