Have you ever loved someone
so much it physically hurt you?
Have you ever loved someone
so much you planned your forever with them?
Have you ever lost someone
because they didn't have the same feelings for you?
Have you ever lost someone
and cried so hard you felt like you were dying?
Have you ever missed someone
so much you talk about them constantly?
Have you ever missed someone
and know that they don't miss you?
Have you ever met someone
who took away the pain of the past?
Have you ever met someone
that doesn't numb the pain long enough?
Have you ever left someone
because you were still missing your past?
Have you ever hated yourself
for missing that one person so much?
Have you ever hated someone
for making you feel so alone?
Have you ever wanted to die
because you feel trapped with the memories of them?
Have you ever dragged a blade across your skin
just to feel something, anything at all?
I have
I have for 5 months now
And I don't think this pain will ever go away
I hate you, but I miss you
Please, someone help me