It's 3 am but she's still wide awake no matter how hard she tried she couldn't stop the ache the night was dead and so were her feelings the pain in her heart was terribly hurting
Pacing back and forth in her room trying her best to let the feelings loose all she could think of right now was her pills and razors to her that's the only way, the only answer
And with all her might she avoided the suicide she closed her eyes and prayed for the demons inside her to subside
Torn apart by the people who treated her wronged she's just a girl who wanted to feel belonged
Her eyes were swollen and burning from the tears that had fallen as she lied on her bed with her pillow clutch tightly by her side eyes closed but her thoughts were still running wild
All she wanted was to fall asleep because to her that's the only place where everything is still all right no problems no sorrows no pain
As she stared at the empty ceiling of her spacious bed room at this point she was already numb the clock started to ring it showed 6 am
She got up out of bed and went straight to the toilet the mirror showed her face looking absolutely tired as she looked closer she saw dark circles appeared beneath her eyes so that's when she said to herself *"I've lost to my thoughts again this time"