The blasphemy That overtakes my Thoughts Was put there by Demons and Kept there by Saints in order To destroy me slowly. Demons upon demons Have entered and left Without a trace Leaving negativity Like tumors on my Brain Inoperable Said the Saints And they left me too Now I have nothing Inside of me Leading me towards The banks of the Cloudy river I have nothing leading Me towards the bottle of Sleeping pills on My dresser I have nothing to stop me I have nothing I have Me