Feeling so conflicted as to what I'm missing knowing what I'm feeling isn't what I'm really missing know that times are harder now Time is constantly ticking Life keeps on pushing me further, how? Feels like I'm always on the edge and close to tipping and I keep tripping And the urge is always there, picking away at me Haunting me with its cold glares and stares making me feel so conflicted as to what I'm missing and I know what I feel isn't what I'm missing I'm missing but nobody seems to see I'm missing but nobody seems to be...listening I'm missing but nobody seems to be...looking I'm missing but right in plain view but nobody's noticed I've gone...missing So why would they search for me when they think I'm as whole as the full moon glistening what they fail to realize was she was the moon but a part of her was hidden away a piece of her...*missing
I know it's been a while since I posted a poem But I'm currently struggling to paste together the words that I want to say They're there...I just don't seem to want to say them since well, I know it's not just speaking the words that make the difference, it's the power of writing them, that give them life. But I'm taking one step at a time, and tho this isn't a new piece and i wrote it a while back, it's still a start right?