These nights where sleep seems so far away and you seem so near to me. I can almost feel your hands holding me through my sea of bed sheets Or maybe that's just realization kicking in, Whether that is true or not I'm tired of these Insomniatic nights where all I do is think of you and how much I miss those comforting hands of yours. **** you for leaving me. **** you for not trying to save me. For I am so far gone now nobody can rescue me from these deep dark waters .