There is something to be said for the beat of the song that can become the rhythm of my heart. For a minute I can forget what I'm trying not to remember, and the chaos of my mind slows enough so that I can finally find a ******* smile, I've practically forgotten they exist, yet here they are, underneath a heavy blanket of bitterness that has permanently clouded my mind since then... God bless the melody thats crashes in my eardrums, and the lyrics that wash over me as I breathe them in. I can taste the sound on my tongue and it leaves me speechless. My bloodstream isn't even drowning in a 70 proof serum, but here I am dancing underwater from toe to fingertip in a sea of musical notes and right now everything is almost okay