You left me. I was alone. You were supposed to be there, but you decided who was most important. I want you to know that it hurt me so bad, I felt like I had died for a time. But then I realized it was you who died, and I mourn your loss. The ghost of my friend hangs over my shoulder. And I mourn you. But this was your choice. So when its all over, and you have questions and want answers.. Find a mirror. Because I won't mourn you forever. I can't,