On my knees, I tasted snow for the first time with my tongue My teeth slipping on the first blades of Spring The verdant wisps peaked through: shy, quiet, willing Each breath I took melted the air around it Winter seized my lips, shattering the soft rosy flesh Twisting them into a slate, ashen force trembling with every word I wanted to ****** a spear through myself Watch the warmth of my body spill and raise from the earth Steeping red. The smoke of existence Ripping through the purity The innocence of cold white snow