never has my life looked so open, so vast with words leaping to greet me, lapping eagerly at my fingertips with undeniable zeal and delight for a new life, a fresh start and beginning i could only dream to see with you out of the picture, with you far from sight, i am reigning supreme -- in this kingdom, you will see me step up to the role of queen -- and i am ready, prepared to take flight should the duty call me to the skies, prepared to send you floating down the river like the unwanted child (and always is something i shall mean forever, but i need to spread my wings before i lose all these glorious feathers) never again do i plan to see your face, except on my facebook feeds, never again will your shadow stand so greatly over me i'm free -- DO YOU HEAR THAT, THE ROARING OF THE AIR? CAN YOU SMELL THE SEA SALT OR TASTE IT LINGERING RIGHT THERE INSIDE OF ME, DARE I EVEN BLINK, DARE I LOOK UP TO SEE THAT FINALLY I CAN THINK? never again will i bow down to your influence because you are gone and, finally, i can rebuild theses run-down ruins.
I thought losing you would be the hardest thing, and for the period leading up to it... it was. But then you left, and I didn't need to say goodbye, and it was the most ******* easy thing I've ever done in my life.