I wake up every morning with this feeling of dread Can't escape this groggy feeling left in my head So I continue to just lay here in my bed I don't even get up to eat I just sleep here instead I lay and decompose as my skin starts to shed Wasting away all the blood that I have bled My arms dangling off the side drenched in red My existence is pointless I might as well be dead I don't care about anything I'm unmotivated this feeling embed Sew my eyes and my mouth shut with needle and thread Tie me down and pump my stomach with meds Take a gun to my skull and fill me with lead My sin is sloth you haven't misheard and you havent misread I'm not okay don't believe those lies you've been fed