back aching, i want more sweat, suffering, sweet lips the suction - when two fatless chests press close hair in your eyes in my mouth, brush away from my cheek half-lidded peek grasp me i want you to hold my hand into the mattress breaking the ice with every push whisper, tickle my ear eat my skinny bones i feel alive skin is numb electric welts across my back nails carving our way into spine pillow talk the awkward walk another cigarette