I've called it my home,
A place I can call my own.
I keep the door locked,
But not for outsiders.
Rather to keep myself in.

The windows are still shut,
But I don't need fresh air.
I've already suffocated myself
With this blanket over me
Keeping me away from the truth.

I'm losing the people closest to me
And I'm afraid I'll be alone.
Left with no visits I n hospital wards.
I'm afraid I'll be the one
To pull the chord.