i used to love you but i don't know if love's supposed to hurt this much. and when you leave i try to stall you, but lately it feels like a crutch, and if i want to learn to walk alone i have to let it go. i have to let you go, but you are wrapped just like a noose around my throat. i thought it was a rope to guide me, now i know it's just a waste of time. and all those years you have defined me, now i can finally find out how many of those fears were actually mine. you're losing ground, you're out of touch, and no, it definitely wasn't supposed to hurt this much. i think i've had enough for a lifetime. i used to love you but i'm done. figure it out.