I used to be hues of yellow, Green, blue, purple, and red. With the sky as my soul Feeling vibrant and bold Like the stories I spun in my head.
A girl made of stars Is bound to burn out If her light can no longer be fed. Learned the rules, learned the game, Then I scrapped my old ways, Sinking in water that I used to tread.
Your face was a charcoal portrait, So I touched it to just see you smile. But I smudged you all up and I’m covered in gray, And the light, it retreats when I’m in the sun’s rays, And I feel like the night everyone wishes was day—
But I take a deep breath.
And I find that old spark.
Just to realize that it never even went away.
“My childlike creativity, purity, and honesty is honestly being crowded by these grown thoughts.”