I fall outside of her into the suburbs of askew, where she hides behind happy occident, where she lives with the afterlife of a man, but is in love with a scientist.
a jaded thing, she likes to drop anvils on her husband's head and blame her fragile scaffolding, she wears the wreckage on her face, it's far easier than admit her own fallacies.
before the children came along she was able to pour some of her own frustrations into these knotty tussles.
now the midwives have left. now misadventures in her own backyard commence.
no hiding place down the front of her, the remaining secrets come from underneath.
but if you trust her and go along, she knows exactly where to lay her hands. ~