Why do I feel the need to explain myself to myself Using preloaded excuses from myself for myself then toward myself Feels impossible to keep myself safe from myself In the attempts to escape myself I've lost myself What's it going to take to save myself from myself? The endless battle with my mental health, fighting myself despite myself Do I even know myself well enough to know if I should save myself? Why, at times, do I want to be someone else? These are the things I ask myself... ...I tell myself to keep it too yourself