I spent another evening In one corner of My mind...
My conscience is Left bleeding, And I don't know what I'll find...
My future hangs in balance, I'm too nervous To sleep,
But still I keep my chalice, I fill it and I drink...
The courthouse is A palace, Of justice and of Peace,
But when I walk inside it I shake from head To feet...
I beg the gods I Don't believe To grant me just Some peace...
Please let me enter Into hell And walk out On two feet...
Oh, let me enter into hell And walk out On two feet...
I'm going to court tomorrow for my first felony charge (yay) let's hope my lawyer does this job and I walk out of there free. I always get the shakes when I have to go to court; thank gods Xanax exists...