I walk along a trapeze, palms sweaty, legs shaking, refusing to fall either way. to go left is to fall into a fire for a life which burns my bones. the people will smile upon me, oblivious to the ash surrounding them. to go right is to fall into soft trees. the leaves caress my skin, but the people vanish like smoke, and I fall to the ground. the exact middle is survival until I reach the other side.