It's okay to show emotion, to let it out sometimes. I'll be careful yes. I'll ask for help if I need any. Onions and garlic to the oil for more fragnance, right? I forgot the lasagne recipe tho. I got skinnier? You think? Swalloing food isn't easy at the moment, I'm trying. Hm? Ah stain, where? I just washed it tho. How do you get ink stains out? And red wine? Yes I will go easy on the alcohol. Work has been rough. I'm not good with... I said work has been rough lately. No you're not deaf. I just mumble you know that. My teeth are in fact not stuck together. See? grrrr At least the stuttering got better. I actually managed to ask out a women the other day. Yes she is cute. MOM! That's why I never tell you anything. ... I'm getting a bit cold here. Hope you don't mind that I borrowed your coat. It just fits me so much better than you. No but the colour brings out my pretty eyes so much better. Yeah I know I got your eyes, you kept telling me. Better get going or I'll miss the train. I'll see you then. Bye Mom." ...
rests flowers on her grave .
Just because I'm strong, selfsufficent and an adult and stuff doesn't mean I don't need you.