I am the red flag sprawled across your trembling limbs when the world reminds you that winter is also a season.
I am a reminder that perfection exist only in flawed visions of how we see others but refuse to see ourselves.
I'm the one you vent about but refuse to listen to because red flags aren't viewed as imperfections but as infractions; Violations of laws that neither of us agreed to but live by.
Do you not see your own flags boldly waving in the wind? The way I stumble beneath your force or cringe beneath your voice.
Do you talk about the way your flag clings to it's pole? Refusing to be pulled down? Refusing to be burned?
An excerpt from a journal entry made on 9/18/2020. Currently dealing with my own flaws while quietly wondering if she notices her own...or even notices me.