If you live your life feeling like you're walking on eggshells and constantly questioning who really cares about you, there's a simple solution:
Instead of walking on eggshells, move them somewhere else.
Remove them from your life completely.
Stop caring about what people think, and start being who you are without being ashamed of that person.
Then, the people who accept you for that are the ones that you keep around.
I feel like life kind of got better when I stopped begging people to be there for me.
I had to start just letting the people who want to come as they please rather than constantly having to chase after them.
You should never have to fight to change someone's mind about you or have to give so much of yourself that you lose who you are in order to get people to like you or care.