There is a scream that lives inside born of endless pain. It takes me down by every thought residing in my brain, So hard for me to keep a world that resembles even being sane.
A feeling of sad deep despair grown from within my inner core, I feel it rise again and know that it is here to stay forever more. So long the question I've asked myself "what do I go on for?"
There must be a reason and there has to be some way... So many are the wounds that lead me to souls dark decay, Struggling to find reason to go on even just for one more day.
When you know that love and hope and dreams are long dead, How to stop the dark thoughts congealing within your head? What is there left to keep your world sane and a soul well fed?
You know you gave everything and it has all become to tough, And the face I show now to the world is all a front and only bluff. When all the future I know lays ahead just cant be enough.
I have become pointless and a soul so depressed.... Not yet expired, but a ghost of who I was, not yet laid to rest. And by my own judgement I have failed life's every test.
"I watch the birds fly south across the autumn sky.... and one by one they disappear"..... Jeff Wayne... How sad when the last bird flies never to be seen again.... I feel my birds have flown and only winter and darkness are ahead.