I cannot process a heartbreak that I have yet to begin. Not a lover, but a friend that left my heart in two. 15 years of memories, laughs, secrets, and sleepovers. From grade 3, yet you still found it in your heart to leave.
Do you know how it feels? Acerbic. I just tried to show you the red flags yet he convinced you that I was one instead. You chose a man that cares for nothing more than getting in your pants, over a friend that only wants you to be safe
Was it easy for you to give us up? You made the decision so suddenly that the knife of numbness is still stuck in my heart. I'm scared of what I'll feel once I try to remove it. For now it's fear of what will happen when you're left with just him.
I look at myself and wonder if I'm a bad person for letting you stay. Then I look at pictures of you and remember you decided to drop me. Yet I still pose the the question "Am I the *******?"
Based off of 15 years of friendship down the drain faster than water from a sink. Also inspired by the title of the subreddit "Am I The *******"