I've blown my heart away many times, I've set my goals and owned my peace of mind, featuring this ***** mirror and my enormous talent for ghosting, playing with the illusion that if I could play off in this matrix I'll become too lucid , sink into the floor and let my mind erase itself like the self destruct sequence shaping my reality as I see fit minus the weakness and the weekends of not having a care about the pieces of any puzzle, especially those rainy days I use to endure, I'd tap myself and look outside, mad little man out the door, now when I walk outside I see snow, froze my hate to the core, I let God carry out my anger, see, my accomplishments will flourish, this is where I really wanna be, hope I don't get discouraged, in this life.