You wanted a love story, sweetheart— well, I’m an unwritten tragedy; hand me a skull and I’ll monologue while Rome burns. We’re two acts in and falling fast, we’re half a city down and soon there’ll be nothing but ashes.
You wanted a love song, baby— I’ll sing to you in a minor key, harmonies in the rain under neon stars, screaming in tune with flowers in your lungs and blood in your hair and city lights and city lights and city lights.
You wanted a love letter, honey— “Dear Heartbreak, I’ve got purple bruises on my chest where my prose hits me. I’ve got a mess of clichés and a dark and stormy night and a pinch of melodrama, no talent but I’m trying, honest. I don’t suppose you could maybe unravel me a little? Cut me open like a knife through butter? Maybe then I’ll bleed words; maybe then the poems will spill out of me, entrails unravelling.”
You wanted a love poem, darling— meet me in your aspect and your eyes at ten o’clock tonight. Rome’s burning, baby, and all our lions are loose. No time for sonnets; we’ll climb the Colosseum with our flowers and our songs and we’ll deny the gaudiness of the day.
You wanted love, sweetheart— I’ll give you everything I am: a burnt-out city, a soliloquy in G minor. I’ll play til my fingers bleed, sing til my voice gives out and maybe— maybe it’ll do.
byron’s “she walks in beauty“ is the one i’m wittering on about in the fourth stanza.