Singing on the clouds while they hold my hands and we're looking into each other's like we're some sort of a band.
A minute where I want to relive again because it hurts when I remember all of the things that we did together and I tried to play it like a song but it kept turning into a hum.
This state is where I know who's bad and who's good, what's the purpose of a power and realize who was my root.
I failed and I've won yet, I still don't know who I am because this is where I study feelings and I learn love, I learn him, I learn her.
I was caught and trapped in something big, bigger than any of my emotions, bigger than my words; yes, I am caught in a country named love.
Every time he feels like he's going down, I'm spreading my wings ready to fly down and grab his hands and bring him back, back alive and trying to stay in his life.
Yes, my wings are my legacy but I didn't say that I'm ready to grow like a tree and become someone that will shelter their shadow.
I know how to fly, but every time I jump, I pretend like I'm stupid and fell to the ground just because I don't want to be bigger than who I am right now, just because I don't want to be bigger than where I am right now.
A poem about youth and why I don't want to leave it.