Mar 2020
Your words call me forward
Arms draw me near
Hold me here forever-
How about we stay together?
Your love is a harpoon
Don’t seem so stressed-
I’ll polish it to perfection-
Until I see my heart’s reflection
Your warmth is my sun
Please keep me healthy,
And I promise to try and heal you-
Fix you up, just like new
Your crazy is my flame
stay forever in my heart,
Burn it to an ember-
Carving your name into its center
Your determination is my anchor
So let me be your captain,
Let’s sail these wild waters-
Lead this lamb to the slaughter
Your goodbye is my demise
Leave me here to rot
Broken and *****-
Love, don’t you know you hurt me?
Arms draw me near
Hold me here forever-
How about we stay together?
Your love is a harpoon
Don’t seem so stressed-
I’ll polish it to perfection-
Until I see my heart’s reflection
Your warmth is my sun
Please keep me healthy,
And I promise to try and heal you-
Fix you up, just like new
Your crazy is my flame
stay forever in my heart,
Burn it to an ember-
Carving your name into its center
Your determination is my anchor
So let me be your captain,
Let’s sail these wild waters-
Lead this lamb to the slaughter
Your goodbye is my demise
Leave me here to rot
Broken and *****-
Love, don’t you know you hurt me?
Too much? I actually wrote this through a different perspective than usual, so keep that in mind....
Toxic relationships though, am I right? Is a moment of comfort worth years of self-destruction? Or constant regrets? No? Then maybe it's worth the self-consciousness?
Hateful thoughts?
Mhmmm, it seems really irrational...but just stop and imagine an abused, starved, and nearly frozen dog....left outside for days..Then,for just a few moments, the backdoor opens. That dog would run to the door like it would never run again, maybe even if it knows the blow that's about to come...as well as the following days of suffering. Just one moment of warmth is all it wants.
Toxic relationships though, am I right? Is a moment of comfort worth years of self-destruction? Or constant regrets? No? Then maybe it's worth the self-consciousness?
Hateful thoughts?
Mhmmm, it seems really irrational...but just stop and imagine an abused, starved, and nearly frozen dog....left outside for days..Then,for just a few moments, the backdoor opens. That dog would run to the door like it would never run again, maybe even if it knows the blow that's about to come...as well as the following days of suffering. Just one moment of warmth is all it wants.
