There is a ring on my left hand; it is just as much a knife to my back as a knife in my pocket as I walk down a dark alley. It is the light at the end of a tunnel that is already lit and the light by which we guide ourselves home by in the night. It is the bullet that misses its innocent target and the bullet that explodes in the hands of a person defending their home. This ring, that glints in the night, and shields me...holds the answer and the questions.